I can't believe what's happening to me. >_________< Dude, I was thinking about who I am. And then; I start panicing. And now, everyday I THINK ABOUT IT. I don`t feel like me; Amber anymore. I just. . . man. I wanna forget this. Anyone has a suggestion?

Also, there`s no more Fusion-Star. =( Bye bye my websites. Lol. Welps, I can`t believe I posted in here.

HAPPY NEW YEARS, EVERYBODY!

=)

I`ve been thinking. Sometimes, I get lazy and don`t post. (Yes, I havn`t post in like a month or so.), then I post. But then I hate livejournal sometimes. So, Then again, I might close this up. Whatever. Expect monthly updates. e.e

Lets see. What should we catch up on? I deiced to move on with Jomar. The only problem; I still think about him. Gosh. No matter how many people tell me; "He`s not worth your time." I still look for him. I still think about him. I still like him. I wish I didn`t. Oh how much. Oh well. >____<

*Sighhh*

School is tomorrow. I`m totally flunking math. I got my PSP taken away. No more music. Also, I lost my new nano. Ewwww; I miss it so much. *sighh* How dumb life is. . .

I should go now~

♥ Amber. =]

Noooo. Mom has been talking about getting me a hair cut. And guess what. She cut it herself. It's so ugly and short. And UGLY. I'm like, the only one who doesn`t like my hair this way. Everybody eles likes it short. UGLY. Sheshh. And school's boring. Hah.
On friday we went to a fair. I partnered up with a new friend, Lysiya. Yayyy. =] We want to go home with alot of things, so we deicied to play alot of games. We I ended up getting 2 stuffed animals. Since Lysiya didn`t win against me. Hah. So I gave her my cute little piggy. Yayy. I promised myself; I will not look at _______ until my hair grows back, because I`m too ugly.
And after that, I went to a family party. Man, My cousin, Angelo looked hot. xD;

Pshh`. I should stop. My arms hurt.
♥ Amber.

This wasn`t good, either. Awwhh, I wanted to hang and stay with my friends for at least it was over. But nooo, I just had to feel dazed, and I wanted to go home. Damn. Being dazed is a weird feeling. Slow motion. x3 But yeah, It went away. My dad said it`s cause I was Exicted and then I got nervous. I hope this doesn`t happen to me on the first day of school!

I really don`t know why I'm up late. *bonkshead*
Plus, dad is going to work. Shesh. Why can`t he take a day off for once?

Ahh` freak. I don`t know what eles to say. Yup.
=] Welps, This was another episode of, AMBER`S SUPER SHORT ENTRY!

...

Really, I was just kidding. xD

Credits; Kuri (Tut), Colorfilter.net. Whee, I need to practice more to get better. o____o;

Yay~ I finally got Mermaid Melody Vol. 2! I love the couple, KaitoxLuchia. Love, love. And Karen looked real cute when she first appeared in Mermaid form. She didn`t seem snobby looking at all. . . ._.
Hawhhh. I really have nothing to say. Actucally, I think I should make Jessie delete 'All My Life', or just close it. It`s weird having two journals. xD

Mann, I was just about to leave this journal dead, but I`m too bored to let this be dead. Lets call this reviving.
Amber, How's summer?
Boring. Boring. And boring. Execpt that part that I have to go to summer school, which is boring but funny at the same time. =]
You guys might want to check my other blog, All My Life, which is owned by Me and Desiree. Sheshh. She never posts in it, anyways. Yup. Only one post?! No way!
You know what? I *cough* almost cutted myself. On purpose. But you know what? That was stupid! Haha.

^ Hila made a star on my face! Yayy! Good times, Good times. I miss school. Do you miss school? You know what? I`m talking about random things. xD When I talk about random things, that means I`m bored. Panda Bear went to Italy. I miss him. =( Oh wells.
Entry from All My Life.
Yay! Hila [My best of the bestest friends], and Desiree [=]], are FINAL comming to my Daddy`s house! It`s gonna be fun. I think. AT least. Hahaa. We`re gonna pick them up at 1:00 p.m. MAN, THAT`S TOO LONG!! It`s only 8:24 a.m. Pshh`. You know how long I waited for this? I imagined them comming here, at my dads for a looonnggg time! And I`m happy. And excited.

Desiree: Do you have snacks? Do you have stuff in you`re fridge? I`m gonna raid it when I get there! [And something eles about making my dad getting an xbox for me. No way. Not yet, atleast. I gotta get my PSP, first!]

Desiree, The fridge is really empty. There`s not alot of Snacks. Or food. xD;;
WELL, I WILL WRITE LATER, AFTER THEY COME! YAY!!

LATER..

Hehe. It was fun. We watched Spirited Away, then played Kingdom Hearts 2. Yup. Desiree was using the computer, while me and Hila were sliding across the floorrr. Haha. They were going to leave soon, so me and Hila fought over the controller, and made one of my Dad`s glass candle break. =[ But like I told them, if anything broke, I would cover for them. Durhh. Hila opened her mouth aaaggaainnn and said, "Amber loves Jomar," RIGHT in front of my dad. She does that alot, anyway. But that`s okay. Haha. Welps, BYEE.
____
Hehe. I guess I made this the longest I can...because I`m totally bored.

» View All My Life. »

♥
Amber.

Cory was the dude. He freaks me out now. x3 But I don't feel sorry for what I did. :[

Okay, so Cory used to go out with Joriah. At lunch, they were talking about their break up.
Cory: Well, you used to like me!
Joriah: Well, Cory, that was used to. Get over it.
Me: Um, okay, you guys! Kiss and make up! ::walks with them::
Joriah: You're not going to push our head together, like last time, right?
Me: Uh, No. I wasn't even thinking of that...Sheshh.
Joriah: Oh, Okay.
Cory: But do you know who I really, really like?
Me&Joriah: Who?
Cory: ::to me, and mouths it:: You.
I yelled, "Ewww!!" At loud. Joriah wanted to know, but I said no. I told Cory that I LOVE someone eles, Jomar. He said, "But what if he doesn't like you back?" And I was like... :0 ... >:0 "Well, sorry. I LOVE JOMAR." And he made his sad face. I told him sorry, and hugged him. (Ew. >:o) After thinking of it, He started to freak me out. The next moring, He tried to get in my face with a, "Hi!" And I pushed him out of the way and started to walk off. Later, while I was putting my stuff away in my locker, he comes up to me and said, "Why did you push me?" And I'm like, "Because. You can go now. Bye." Cory didn't leave me alone. He kept saying, "I didn't mean it!" But I got annoyed and said, "Okay, bye Cory. Leave me alone." He left, but he said something. I couldn't hear it. (Because I had my earphones in my ear).

Yeah, I was pretty mean to him.

YAY! lol. Anyways, this is gonna be a SHORT SHORT SHORT post. D: Byee.

Yes, I deiced that I dont want 2 journals. So, this will be my blog/icon journal, for temporary. X] I deiced to change this layout color too. I got tired, and I wanted to change my icon, too. I feel like using Photoshop a Million of times. =]

Credits: Lemon`s tut, Textures: Hybridgenes, Bubblegum_dreams, Crazy Perfume. Eh, forgive me. I forgot to put in the credits for the last post. =\ (I feel stupid)

Post the icons later, m`kay? =]

=D I STOPPED MAKING ICONS, SO YOU CAN FORGET ABOUT THIS POST, AND THE ONE ABOVE, Yup. *erased everything here*

Ehh...
Umm,
Hi...

OH ENOUGH WITH THE STUPID-NESS, STUPID. Okay, okay. I finally got back my Nano! Yess! Im so happy! =DD
But.. on friday ... omg. help me.

THE STORY OF THE EMBARSSMENT IN LUNCH LINE!

So, I was in the lunch line, Jomar, (the guy i like) was next to me. I told his friend, Erick, to cut me. So he did. And then they started talking. Oh, stupid me. I started to laugh. And Erick asked me if I still liked Jomar. I hit him and said: "NO!!" but Jomar just laughed. And Erick started to minick me and started to say: "Omgigosh, I touched him! I wont ever wash my hand! I saw Jomar! I touched his binder! I LOOOVEE jomar!" And I started to blush. "See? She does! Look at her blush!" Jomar started laughing. I hit Erick more times.


Wahhh, im soo embarssed! =\ Then I said: "I HATE YOU!"

My computer had to get fixed. Thats probably why i havn't been posting. And SHESH. I totally forgot my password until i put in my password for myspace. Wow i was surprised i had that password. Hmm, that was retarded.

And im also confused about Hidden. You know, my site? My FMwS site? Yeahh =\ I dont make my own layouts, and Im trying to find one. I always ask Jessie to make me one, but she always forgets. Ahh well.

Another thing is, I LOST MY NANO. I CANT BELIEVE IT! AT A FEILD TRIP! I lost it! But now, I have to prove my Vice Prinipal that the Nano is MINES. I KNOW its MINES. I LOST mines. I LOST AH2 <---currently the name of my nano. ;____;

Anyways, I also have this slight problem. Suddently, after I got my computer back, my computer had it's font size changed into a bigger size, when i go on the internet. How do I change the font size for the internet?

Wow, lot`sa 'a's Well, I wish I can post more! Buuutt...

Im too bored too!

XOX Kalakazi

Blah blah.. What do I have to say?

Thank you all for not commenting on me on my last post, back there. >:|
But, at least, THANK YOU for the two people who actucally commented me. Thanks. Okay, About the whole friends only thing, forget it. Blah blah.

My little three year old sister almost ran in front of a car. Thank you god for preventing that. THANK YOU, GOD.

:| My mood is so blank, I'm bored, yet...bored. Haha...

LOOK ABOVE! I'M ACTUCALLY LISTENING TO SOMETHING. W00T WH00T! ::blink blink::

Haa, I'm also online on AIM. If you guys want to IM me, my sn is;; LiL MiZz AH2.
Just don't be boring when your talking to me. Don't waste my time.

HAHA. OKAY, PEOPLES. BYYEES.

School goes back from break tomorrow. I wanted to stay at my dads, so I have to wake up early in the morning so he could drop me off at my moms. Dang. ;___; I wanted to go back to school, but not right now! You know what? I just noticed that I always separate my paragraphs into 3 of em. Hmm. I wonder why?

Also, I am thinking of going FRIENDS ONLY. I dunno. I gotta think.

Comment me, to think if I should? Hm? Ahh. Who am I kidding? Nobody really comments me.
(Don't listen to me up there, comment me already to see what you think I should do.)

Wahaa...What eles should I say?

I dunno.

Okay. I guess. I'll see ya next Saturdays, peps. Byes!

Okay, now is really 2006! Byeee 2005! Its gonna be a long way...Yeah. So what was the point in posting a new entry again? OH YEAH!

So last night, I woke up, sctraching my scalp off, dandruff and all comming out. I have a skin that can bleed easily. I told my dad about it, he said to go back to sleep, and I couldn't. So I took a shower at 2:00 a.m., weird, huh? ANYWAYS. When i took a shower, the water stung my head. But I could controll it. After that, I felt better.

AHHH!! MY FREAKIN' DAD IS JUST MAKING ME SO CRANKY IN THE MORNING! SHESH. NOW...I'm not in a great mood. Ahh I better go before I start getting bitchy...

Byyee

Currently, I'm writing this down at the time: 4:46. Ignore the wrong time up there. Anyways, Later, It's gonna be 2006! Yayness for everybody. Hmmm. Oh yesh.

Thank you Ikamashi/Jessie/Mashi/Ika for the new avatar entitled "Angel". Its real pretty. I sware it is.

I bearly have anything to say but...yesterday night was like hell. I'd maybe tell you laters. So yeah.

Bye.

Umm okay...I'm so bored now. Ikamashi is weird. totally. lol. Why? I dunno. Look at this:

em4i: Woo, popotan~ o__O
LiL MiZz AH2: oo;;
LiL MiZz AH2: okay what are you talking about?
LiL MiZz AH2: your so confusing sometimes...
em4i: xDDD

popotan - Anime

AHH. TOO MUCH ANIME SHE TALKS ABOUT.

em4i: I like to shout random things.

So true, so true.

UM! AH! SHESH! LAH! BLAH! BOO! BORED! HAHA.

Okay, I'm weird. So weird.

LETS TALK ABOUT CHRISTMAS.

I got...

Money;; 150

iPod Nano

Animal Crossing 2;; Wild World

Noting eles! I want a PSP now, So weird. AHH.. SOMEONE JUST COMMENT. =O

Okay, I geuss this is byes again. Have a great New Year...

Okay, Cagolli, here! Well, this is my first time posting in my brand new LJ, so this, for now, is replacement for Hidden. Ahh yup! Right now, I'm so bored. Talking to Ikamashi actually perked me up a bit. Lol. Shes so funny! Anyways, I'm going around editing things, So yeah! I also need to make new friends and stuff. How was your Christmas? Mines? It was okay. Well, Byes!